Monday, April 6, 2009

MBD,

Today was boring. School (boo). It's now 3:13 pm. It was an ockward day today =/ I dont know why, but everyone seemed loopy, expecially maggie who was making wierd noises and being like hyper? hahaha (: I was in migrane major today! My headache would'nt go away and I wanted to shoot someone in the butt with a hockey puck.

I don't know why but I have been beating my self up (not literally!!!) with my weight, I guess you can say "dont compare yourself to other people" BUT ITS SO HARD NOT TO!... If some one is a little chubby and theyre wearing a size medium in the same shirt as you and your wearing a size L or XL in that shirt and its like "if theyre a little chubby and wearing a medium and im wearing a L or XL, what am I? a beast?" it hurts. Wanna know what also hurts?? when people complain about being a size 2 and saying there fat! its like "shut the fuck up you skinny beotch!" (: I think that a true friend will tell you if you need to lose weight, not say, "omg shut up, u soooo like thin ahah!", But they also should just say "you could lose a little weight just to be healthier, thats all, 5-10 lbs is good.(: " trust me us fat people get the message...!

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2 comments:

kathleen(kate) said...

i understand how you feel! I hate it when people call themselves fat when there thin...its retarded. Uhhh and in ur picture u aint that big @ all. (: good luck

carissa said...

thx for ur comment kate, & thanks for the picture thing.

<3 carissa

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