MBD,
Its now 12:54pm...
In a somewhat sad mood, not really sad or anything. My dad has my grandma's old purse, she died about 4 years ago, on april 17th. Her purse was just the way she left it, my dad was just looking at some old pictures he had in it and he showed me some old pictures of his dad. My dads dad died when my dad was only three years old, so I think when he was looking at the pictures it made him feel sad too. What really got me was that my dad wants to go see her grave on easter, and I havent been to her grave since she died, never not once! I don't feel strong enough to not cry when I go. Non of my friends really knew my grandma, except for alexandra. Alexandra and I would go on walks with her and put on shows for her and stuff. We were little kids so we hung out with her all the time. Since I used to live in alexandras neighborhood we always hung out like every single day, but I moved about 10 minutes away, same town. We planned to move to the house I live in now to make her life easier, we would have her live on the 1st floor and have her own bathroom and stuff, but she died before she got to the new house. I hope that on easter when I go to Rhold Island and visit my great aunt, and visit my grandmas grave, ill be strong and hold the memories of her close to my heart.

Sorry if that made you "down in the dumps" Afterall it is MY BLOG DIARY where I let you know whats on my mind, and that was what was on my mind. Thanks as always for reading!

I might hang out with alexandra today, and ill prob let her know about what im feeling too, like about going to RI on easter. yeaaah okay thanks bye!

love always,
carissa

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