MBD,

Hey schools out! and right now im listening to "Birthday Sex" the song :p and today im hanging out with erika! at 2:30, Last night, Me james jordan and erika all hungout at my house and watched movies, erika stayed till 10 and james and jordan stayed till like 11. It was rlly fun! we watched movies and went outside and acted like losers (: Anyways today im h/o w. erika and i have a T-shirt thats plain white that i was gonna use to tye dye last year for field day, but i used a different shirt then, so now i have this one, im gonna decorate it w. erika and were gonna make fun SUMMER 2000009 PLANS! wooo (: yeeauup .

well gotta go erika will be here soon . (:

always,
carissa

BTW: CHJEM + G&M no longer is called that, we have no name anymore its retarted and going into HS its wierd having a slique called "chjem" so yeeaauup(: bye.

MBD,

Today im gonna show you one of my favorite places in the world....NEWPORT, RI....its not where i live but its my absolute favorite place in the world....!!!!!!! here is a picture of a beach/shore/mansion! ................................

Did I lie? isn't it to-die-4 !!?? I have actually been inside that mansion! and the long "side walk" looking thing along the shore is called the "cliff walk", I went on that too. It is such a gorgeous place to visit and amazing views make you wanna stay forever (: im going there this summer to go to the beach, go on boats, and just hangout with my best friend alexandra and my family. Alexandra doesnt live in newport, she just comes with me to newport alot when we (me and my family) go to visit. I cant wait to go there alot this summer! (: (: Newport = my 2nd home(;

MBD,

Today i'm just gunna tell you my plans...

this morning i woke up late at 6:58 AM!!! and im supposed to be at the bus stop at like 6:50 AM!
so that sucked, my dad walked in and was like "uhhh carissa i think you slept through your alarm..." and i was like "oooohhhh shit...oh well i have field day today anyways so can i just not go to school ?" and he said "surree ill call the school go back to sleep" and i was like "SAWWWWWEEEEEEETTTT!" so i slept in until like 11 because i was soooo super tired from step- up and the after party. I woke up then Lisa asked me if i wanted to go get dunkin ice coffee and a bagel, and i was like Suuuuuure (: we got back and i did some chores around the house and theen got ready to go over james and jordans house, but im not leaving until like 5:30 and i think im sleeping over idk? Jenny just called me and said that she wouldnt be able to go cause shes not allowed to [shes grounded i think :( ? ] annd its gonna be so fun tho cause they got a projector and everrrythin to watch movies on and thats cool (: so yaaaah its gonna be me james jordan erika and hanna.... (: but no maggie or jenny now ): ): blaaah oh well.

weeeelll im goonna go. kthanksbye.
carissa(:

MBD,

Hey everyone...im home sick from school and its because i have a bad stomach ache and stuff =/
so my last blog was about abusiveee relationships with riends, family, and foes. I thought that today id write about something upbeat, but still has to do with friends.

Have any of your friends ever asked you "How do I look?" or "Am I ugly?" or "What should I wear?" and you simply reply"You look gr8!"or "You look good in all your clothes! just pick an outfitt." But your lying...arent u? So what would u rather do? lie to ur friend and say she looks good, or tell her straight up "Ur clothes arent matching, your hair is a mess, you kinda look tired and not put together, and dont wear any clothes you have because they all suck!" i would rather liee to avoid a fight, or tell them nicely that they dont look like a "10" or an "A+" today. Its hard when a friend asks these questions when they rlly dont look good and u dont wanna lie, but i think people could tell if im lying, because i show my true reaction when i see something, and if they look bad, then they should ask me, see my 1st reaction, and then judge on whether they should re-do theyre whole outfitt/hair/makeup.... to avoid embaressment from the public. Just the other day my friend was asking me about an outfit and how she looked in it, and my reaction was, lets just say, not so good.

Good luck with ur friends questions! Byeeeee & only 4 more days till summmmmmerrrr!!!!!! 09'

Love always,
Carisssa! (:

MBD,

today in school there was a really retarted presentation on "Abusive Relationships" i thought it was stupid until i realized that half of my relationships with friends and family are not only physically abusive, but they're emotionally abusive to. For example: alot of the time, if i do something that bugs a couple of my friends, they'll actually physically abuse me!? they'll punch me in the arm, kick me in the leg, poke me wicked hard/pinch (doesnt sound like it would hurt but it does! aloooo!), so it got me upset and i could easily hurt them right back, they think im weak but im just not the type of person to go around punching, slapping, or kicking my friends! its just not right. and its sooo mean. I understand if its a few times just kidding around and they didnt mean to hurt u for realz, but alllllll the time this is happening! and its very frustrating. It's even worse knowing that they wanted to hurt me in the 1st place, its not their place to "punish" their friends...if these friends do what they always do again then ill A. have a serious talk with them about it. or B. be so frustrated that day that ill kick their ass.

BTW: ITS NOT FUNNY WHEN U PHYSICALLY ABUSE ME OR ANYONE ELSE OF MY FRIENDS, SO KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF! thankks byee (:

MUST-KNO-IN-FO:
If you have an "abusive friend" or "relative" or "boyfriend/girlfriendd" you should sit that person down and talk to them, or if it isnt a relative, drop em' like a bag of potatoes!

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PEACE,
LOVE,
CHJEM? [what could happen to CHJEM next year in the new schoool?!?!?]

LOVE ALWAYS,
carissa!

MBD,

Hey everyone! Lisa (my sister) graduates on FRIDAY!!!! yay! im so proud. anyone messes with her i mess up ur face, butt, ears, gut, etc...! ALSO my school year ends june 22nd! BLAH! and i cant wait to get yearbooks! i LOVE yearbook signing! not last years though, that sucked. Anyways todays topic is on BEST FRIENDS WORST MOMENTS! ever have a BORING, or ANNOYING, or AGRIVATING moment with a BFF?!?!?!?!?............................... Ya i thought so.

chjem + G & M dont really have group fights, theyre more like individual fights between two people in the group that everyone gets caught up in. Jen and Erika fight alot about stupid stuff like....... worms VS bugs? hahhaa jeennnnyyy! and me and maggir fight about serious stuff like gossipin and family shit. i honestly dont know what gabby and mary fight about!? haha. and hanna doesnt get caught up in fights unless shes "moody" ;) jk hanna! ily!

I have some friend(s) that annoy me 24/7 but its not like u cant be bff's with them anymore...it would affect the rest of the group, but we have our friend(s) moments that i love. i wish they could happen more often, but its a rare accurance. it mostly just happens if that friend isnt in a beotchy mood. U know what i mean jenny? hahahha! BTW this isnt about u jenny!

Thanks for reading and sorry i havent kept blogging often, ill probs blog alot more when the summer begins! &&& i willlllllllllllll keep u informed with new stuff and events that are going on between chjem + G & M !!! peace, love, chjem (:

love always,
CARISSA!
happy summer bitches!